Friday, December 25, 2009

the night

Shinjou POV
Hi, my name is shinjou and this is my story, I live in an apartment with my roommate, kaitou, we became friends since we are roommates and we share our everyday living under one roof so everything goes with us,

One night, when we were about to sleep, kaitou suddenly jumped into my bed and since the beds were kind of a large one, queen size to be exact, he just said that he wants to share the same bed as mine and since he's three years younger than me, it’s fine with me and I do treat him as a younger brother. He fell asleep effortlessly and, he does looks adorable.,

I can’t help myself but to stare at his girly features, he even ties his hair because of his hairstyle. It’s already midnight but here I am, staring at kaitou, can’t help but to smile by myself.

Kaitou POV
“nii-CHAN!!! Can I share the same bed with you? I hate sleeping by myself”
I like nii-chan, to the point that I want to be with him every seconds of my life, but I’m just a 16 years old senior high student so how can I join his company at his university schedules? I want to be with him forever but I’m sure he doesn’t like me as much as I do.
Haaaayyyy, what can I do to make nii-chan love me?

I’ll just sleep, since I’m with nii-chan, everything’s fine now as long as I’m with him.
*chuckles in mind*

shinjou woke up late and rushed his last minutes to prepare for school,
“late late late late late!!!!” he said by himself and to that, kaitou woke up rubbing his eyes cutely… nii-chan, you’re late? Doushite? Kaitou said with a morning-over( hang over when you wake up, you know what I mean LOL)
its because of your cute face BAKA!!! Shinjou said in his mind.
S: Don’t mind me, don’t you have any classes today?
K: I don’t have but I do have a work today.
(kaitou sings and plays bass for his band and, they have a contract in a bar)
S: good luck for your performance for tonight, just be sure you’ll straight home after work cause you surely have classes for tomorrow.
K: **smiles**
S: well, bye bye!!! I’m a dead meat when I got to school now hehe
K: be careful nii-chan*smiles*
Shinjou blushed because of kaitou’s smiles and it feels like his day were brighten up by it although he is sure late for his class…
He kissed kaitou and rushed to his school



Kaitou POV
nii-chan, nii-chan kissed me? **blushes**
It feels… good…

8:00am rehearsal
kaitou went to the club where the were going to perform and his bandmate misa were already there to meet him and the other members
ohaiyou, they said to each other awkwardly because they aren’t close that much even if they are band members for months.

Misa joined the band when he and kaitou passed the audition, yes there is auditions so it means they were considered as professionals, they also got a manager for their projects.
And misa likes kaitou for real but he can’t approach the younger guy to have a chat for a moment.

M: kai-kaitou…
K: yes? Do you need something onii-chan?
M: uhm, want to hang out with me after performance?
K: uhm, I made a promise to onii-chan that I’ll be home right after the performance so I think I won’t be able to join you tonight.
M: no, its okay, I’ll just drive you home, if it’s okay.
K: *smiles* O-k…

KAITOU-KUN!! **fangirls screaming**
They are playing someday by exile **oohh I love this song**

11:00pm right after the performance
misa-kun!! You said you’ll drive me home XD…
oh yes, shall we go? You definitely have a class for tomorrow, have you done your home works?
Yup, all done right before the performance,
Good… now I’ll drive you home.

Now Playing: Red Umbrella(akai kasa) by Ikimono Gakari
Kaitou fell asleep while misa were driving him home,
At last, they reached the apartment where kaitou were staying, misa held kaitou and carried the younger boy right to
the door and knocked at it,,,

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Fall for You

I’m so sick of waiting…but I can’t do a single thing!... I know that my heart can’t be offered for you.
But please… don’t make me lose this feeling…even if this feeling makes me feel hurt and dead…

Jaejoong fell into the sofa and fell asleep…

Changmin: hyung!! Hyung!! Wake up!! You can catch cold out here…go back to our room!!

Jaejoong grabbed changmin and hugged him like a teddy bear.

Changmin: hyung!! What are you doing?...(changmin saw jaejoong’s eyes tearing)

Changmin: hyung, what’s the problem? Has something happened?

Jaejoong: can we just stay like this..for a while? I’m just feeling…bad.

Changmin: but hyung!!,… let…(jaejoong fell asleep already)

Changmin: this is bad,…there’s no way I can escape in here…

They end up sleeping together in the sofa until the sun rose up. The other three members woke up and saw the two, embracing each other’s body.

Junsu: what’s with you two?..wake up! Changmin! Jaejoong hyung! We still have things to do for today!

Then they went to a carnival, it seems that the 3 members are happy doing their own thing but jaejoong just left and sat in a bench near a food stand. Yunho came near to jaejoong and asked something.

Yunho: what’s the problem jaejoong, are you hungry?... it seems that you didn’t ate your breakfast this morning and didn’t took a single bite on it. What’s wrong?

Jaejoong: nothing just nothing,

Yunho: I hope so,but, jaejoong you look so pity and tired, you wanna go home with me?

Jaejoong: yes I want to go home,but can I ask something?, why you cared so much about me?

Yunho: because I’m the leader right?(or I just loved you this much)

Jaejoong: yeah you’re right, you are the leader of this group and it’s your responsibility to take care of us.

Yunho: you know what?... I will cook for you when we got home specially for you…only…

They went home leaving the 3 members in the carnival, since their apartment is just a walking distance…

If you just knew what I feel for you(jaejoong)

I hope you knew what I feel for you jaejoong(yunho)

Yunho: welcome home!...jaejoong-ah…what do you want to eat?
(said in a cute and smiling manner)

Jaejoong: anything, just anything there…

Yunho is cooking the food while jaejoong is watching TV to relax his mind, and when the food is ready yunho came out from the kitchen and brought the food to the sala.

Yunho: let’s EAT!

Jaejoong:…….yunho…..what’s…this???(looking at the food which looks weird to him)

Yunho: please don’t complain… I made an effort for you.... trust me it tastes good!!!

Jaejoong took a bite on the food and taste it very carefully.

Jaejoong: hmm, you did a good job(smiled)

Yunho: please do it … always

Jaejoong: what?

Yunho: your smiling, it makes my day bright…

Jaejoong: (blushing) it……does?

Yunho grabbed jaejoong and hold him tight, like there’s no tomorrow that will come. Yunho hugged jaejoong tight.
Jaejoong: hey…hey…yunho…what are you…doing?

Yunho: I’m hugging you cant you see?

Jaejoong: yes I can see that? But why you’re doing this things for me?
(you’re keeping me for falling for you even more…yunho…i….love……)

Yunho let go off jaejoong and went to his room to take a nap, he didn’t had a good sleep last night.

Jaejoong: (whispering) you…….

Jaejoong: I always want to be with you yunho, but, I just can’t, I can’t break our good friendship for this stupid unrequited love of mine, I’m sorry yunho, I loved you this much…I’m really really sorry…

Yunho’s room..

Yunho: I’m sorry jaejoong, I just can’t let go off this feeling. I love you more that anyone knows.
I can’t stop myself loving you each day, every second pass without you near beside me is killing me…softly…I really loved you jaejoong…I….really… LOVE you….

The other day,the group went to a nearby market to buy some stuffs and supplies for their living.
Jaejoong take good care of the foods while the other bought some stuffs that will help them for their everyday life…yunho came..

Yunho: jaejoong-ah can I help you with that?...

Jaejoong: I can handle this one don’t worry about it…

Yunho: but jaejoong-ah, I want to help you, can I take the cart instead?

Jaejoong: do whatever you want yunho…

Yunho smiled like a happy child to jaejoong while jaejoong is blushing because of yunho’s smile...

Jaejoong: yunho, follow me here,and please stop staring at me!

Yunho: why? Is it bad to stare at jaejoong?

Jaejoong: not at all…its just that…it’s kinda…annoying…

Yunho: sorry….jaejoong….(yunho is wearing a very lonely face and unable to look at jaejoong at all)
Jaejoong: what’s with that face?

Yunho: because jaejoong-ah is angry…

Jaejoong: IM NOT ANGRY!!!(they caught the attention of everyone)
You know let’s discuss this one when we got home,and please…don’t wear such a face in front of me…is that clear?...

Yunho smiled after hearing what jaejoong had said…

Yunho: yes! Jaejoong-ah, you’re so cute!!(writer’s note:yeah I know jaejoong is cute!!!)

Jaejoong: stop it okay?...

Everything goes back to normal when suddenly changmin shouted…

Changmin: mama jaejoong papa yunho!, junsu hyung is bullying me!!!

Junsu: what’s with you? I didn’t touched you this time?

Yoochun: stop it guys, we’re getting everyone’s attention here…

After that, they went home and put the groceries in place, jaejoong, as usual cooks for the group and yunho also as usual is in jaejoong’s side watching jaejoong as it cooks food.

Yunho: jaejoong-ah, how does it taste like? Can I taste some?

Jaejoong: yes, you can taste it.

Yunho: really? Oh that’s great! I love you jaejoong!!!

Jaejoong: hey, what’s up with that?

Yunho: I said I love you, why? Is there something wrong?

Jaejoong: err…just taste the food!....(please yunho stop it)

Yunho: jaejoong-ah…you…are soO great!....

Jaejoong blushed for yunho’s compliment, and yunho held jaejoong’s cheeks gently that makes jaejoong look into yunho’s beautiful eyes.

Yunho: jaejoong-ah, I really…..

Changmin entered the kitchen and asked jaejoong if the food is ready but in his shock, he saw yunho kissed jaejoong in his lips and it’s not just a peck, a passionate one

Changmin: hyung! What are you two doing?

Jaejoong, unable to see changmin’s face hid his face with his two hands blushing…

Yunho: changmin, can you keep a secret between the three of us?... I really really love jaejoong
And I will do everything for him, please do promise me this will be our secret (I think this is my theory for yunjaemin? I think so)

Changmin: I…don’t know what to…

Yunho: changmin!

Changmin: ok ok…just take the food out!....the two over there is harassing me!...

Changmin went to the dining room…

Yunho: jaejoong I’m really sorry for what I have done, I promise I will never….

Jaejoong: yunho! I do love you too, it’s….ok with me

Yunho felt the happiness inside his heart after jaejoong said his line.

While the group is eating, yunho and jaejoong keeps on exchanging weird smiling faces to each other and changmin can’t help to nod his head while seeing the two, yoochun and junsu is minding their own business by doing the same thing(exchanging weird smiley face).

Thursday, April 2, 2009

…Summer Dream…

jaejoong,sitting in a veranda,looking in the blue summer sky,while yunho is going near to jaejoong,wearing a white sando and jeans

yunho: why does summer had this very hot climate?

jaejoong: even i didn’t know that yunho…

yunho: why you’re so hot headed?did i did something wrong?

jaejoong: I’m sorry,just dont mind me…

yunho: jaejoong-ah!tell me,can i help you?do you have a problem?

jaejoong: please yunho…

yunho: please jaejoong let…

jaejoong: PLEASE!,WILL YOU JUST LEAVE??….

yunho hugged jaejoong but the hugged one struggled and walked out trough his own room and slammed the door with full force

yunho: what’s up with him?

yunho stayed where he is,shocked on jaejoong’s reaction to him,

yunho:”i want to help you,always,but,you’re so stubborn and cold towards me,how can i help you with that attitude of yours?jaejoong…”

yoochun arrives from a bakeshop where he part-time’s job carrying a box of chocolate cake(”yeah i can’t help it,chocolate cake’s my favorite!”)

yoochun: yunho hyung, where is jaejoong hyung and the others?

yunho: jaejoong is angry and he is in his room while the two brats is in your room, playing…

yoochun:”playing??,why the hell in my room??”,thanks hyung i’ll call them now to eat…and you must come too.

yunho: ok, i’ll come if everyone’s ready

yoochun placed the box of cake in their table and go to his room,he opened his door seeing the two members sleeping, he saw his beloved junsu,with a smile in its face while sleeping.

yoochun: “I’m wondering,why you’re having a big smile in your face while sleeping?, who’s you’re dreaming for?” Junsu, Changmin, wake up! , I brought a cake, let’s eat.

Junsu and Changmin awaken from their sleep…..

junsu: ok yoochun-ah, I’ll just clean-up all the mess in here…

yoochun: ok I’ll prepare everything,just go to the dining table…Changmin help me

changmin: ok hyung

yoochun and changmin prepared everything in the dining table, the plates, the forks, and even the glasses with a bottomless supply of ice-cold softdrinks (hey!!,it’s summer so everything goes!) changmin called his hyung in yoochun’s room and his yunho hyung in the veranda, but when everyone’s in place…

yoochun: max…where is jaejoong hyung?

yunho: I’ll go up and call him

junsu and changmin: faster faster faster….

Yunho go upstairs and knocked jaejoong’s door…

yunho: jaejoong-ah, can I talk to you for a bit?

jaejoong: (speaked in a soft voice)just…get inside…

yunho: thank you,(walked inside the room and getting near to jaejoong’s bed)

jaejoong: (lying to his bed and covered with sheet) you needed something??

yunho: you know,I’m really really sorry for that thing, I , didn’t mean to….

Jaejoong: yunho!!! (then speaking in a soft voice again) it’s ok, I’m just…irritated.

Yunho: then can you join me down there? Yoochun brought us cake…

Jaejoong: I’m not feeling well, can you please just leave me here for a moment of time? I just can’t work out things…
Yunho get jaejoong a lift by carrying him like a princess…

Yunho: oh come on! , everyone is waiting downstairs,

Jaejoong: what are you doing? You idiot! (then he blushed)

Yunho: ah jaejoong-ah, you’re so cute with that blush on your face…

Jaejoong: just put me down!!!

Yunho kissed (gee) jaejoong , and jaejoong got totally red in that moment

Yunho: just let me do this…

Jaejoong remaind speechless after yunho said that speech

Changmin: what makes those two takes so long??

Yoochun who knew everything about “YunJae” smiled secretly,

Yoochun: just wait a little bit, they will come out soon

Yunho and Jaejoong come out of the room and the three member saw them in that situation

Changmin: “what’s up with that two???”

Junsu: come on, let’s eat!!!(speaked in a very cute way)

Yunho and Jaejoong sat in and changmin noticed that jaejoong hyung keeps on blushing and acting so shy in front of them while yunho hyung is smiling a lot.

Changmin: jaejoong hyung, why you’re so red??

Jaejoong: just eat your cake max..

YooSu(yoochun and junsu) laughed as if they know what’d happened…

Yunho noticed that jaejoong isn’t eating, then he put his strawberry in jaejoong’s and said, sorry ,

Jaejoong: i-its not that, im just….(then wore a sad face)…feeling bad…

Yunho: are you sick?

Jaejoong: I don’t know…I just can’t eat well…

Yunho touched jaejoong’s forehead to check his temperature

Yunho: damn you’re hot!! (he’s referring to jaejoong’s temperature)

Yunho lifted jaejoong and said,… “Don’t touch jaejoong’s cake, let’s reserve it for him when he’s feeling better.

Junsu and Changmin: a-ra-so!!(okay)

Yoochun: put jaejoong’s cake in the refrigerator and took some ice cubes and placed it in an ice-bag.

Yoochun: hyung, I think this can help…(yoochun lend the ice-bag to yunho)

Yunho: thanks yoochun, this is a big help…and one more thing, can you get some medicines in the medicine cabinet for me? And a glass of water will do…

Yoochun: ok, I’ll go get some…

Yunho: do you need something?

Jaejoong: I need one, can you hold my hand for me??

Yunho hold jaejoong’s hand and kissed him in the forehead,jaejoong blushed and smiled to yunho

Jaejoong: thank you for this things yunho.

Yunho: “saying I love you is enough but why can’t you say it, it only has 3 words!!!”,… well it’s okay as soon as you feel better, ”but I hope this remains forever”

Jaejoong smiled for yunho’s kindness and said,

Jaejoong: i…I love you….

Yunho blushed and smiled for jaejoong’s speech…then kissed him passionately (hey!! Can I ask something??, is it safe to kiss a sick passionately? Sorry I’m just an ordinary high school student, I don’t know anything about medicine)…then when they are kissing each other,…someone opened the door,…

Yoochun: hyung, here’s the medicine and a…(he saw what happened)…oh sorry for intruding, just continue with what you’re doing(but obviously, the couple didn’t noticed him because they’re so busy with what they are doing)

Yoochun just placed the medicine and a glass of water in a lampshade near the door and left the scene…

Downstairs…

Changmin: hey junsu what with yunho hyung that he cares too much for jaejoong hyung??

Junsu: you are still a child max, and will you please stop calling me by name?? I’m still older than you..!

Changmin: whatever…hahahaha

Junsu: you brat!

Junsu: yoochun-ah, is everything fine??

Yoochun: yeah, yunho-hyung takes in charge of jaejoong for the rest of the day and even in the night for now…

Inside the room,…

Both of them fell asleep while holding each other’s hands

Yunho hugged jaejoong to keep him warm and safe to prevent jaejoong from falling…

But as time goes by, their feelings for each other fallen deeply…as deep as a dark pit…

Tomorrow morning…

Yunho woke up without jaejoong by his side…he searched everywhere until he reached the veranda

Note: in this story, jaejoong likes to stay in the veranda to clear his mind…

Yunho sat beside jaejoong and asked him…

Yunho: is your feeling better now?

Jaejoong: yes, thanks for your kindness, yunho

Yunho: “just say I love you”…well have you eaten??

Jaejoong: yes thanks for the reservation last time and for the strawberry…may I go to the bathroom?

Yunho: yes you may…

Jaejoong left yunho in the veranda while yunho noticed that something was written in jaejoong’s chair…

“ I love you “

Yunho smiled and whispering…

Yunho: the same with me joongie…I love you..too…

(sorry this is my first fan-fic to be published in the net…sorry if I got wrong grammars and wrong terms,and i do know how to draw anime but i'm afraid that i'm having a hard time drawing these boys...LOL i always wanted to make a fanfic in manga version)